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Focus on Capture the Sun (Sapphire Cay #5)


Model, Isaac Bailey wants to break into the world of fashion design. Under his father’s company name, he is set to debut his new collection—summer wear.

He has the models, the clothes, what he needs is a location. Mitch Stone is a trouble shooter. His latest client needs an exotic location and he happens to know someone with the very thing—Sapphire Cay.

Having underestimated Isaac as nothing more than an airhead model, Mitch soon discovers there is much more to the young man than he first thought. 

As the fashion shoot gets underway, Mitch has to contend with his feelings for his old love, Dylan, and the very new and growing affections he has for Isaac. 

What starts as just another job, turns out to be more fruitful and exhilarating than winning any multi-million dollar contract.













The Sapphire Cay series
Written with Meredith Russell

Book 1 - Follow The Sun
Book 2 - Under The Sun
Book 3 - Chase The Sun
Book 4 - Christmas In The Sun
Book 5 - Capture The Sun
Book 6 - Forever In The Sun

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Reviews

Prism Book Alliance - 5/5 - "....I’ve been reading the Sapphire Cay stories since the very first book; they are like coming home and meeting old friends. My oasis of calm all rolled into one. It doesn’t matter how bad my day has been a trip to Sapphire Cay has the power to lower my blood pressure and relax me like nothing else...."

"....I loved this one so much, it’s by far my favourite of the series (and long may they continue). I don’t want to say anything more about the story except to say Mitch is perfect as the uptight businessman who’s forgotten how to unwind, he wants what he finds on the Cay but he’s scared to reach out and take it, thinking that you can’t build a future on a holiday fling. I loved Isaac too; he was very sweet and quite nervous of the fashion shoot for his first collection. One touch that I loved was how the pictures of Peter and Alfie, found in Christmas on the Cay, were mentioned, that’s the type of thing that’s wonderful about these stories, each one feeds into the next, and I can’t wait to hear their story too...."

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Multitaskingmommas Reviews - 4/5 - "....This was such a sweet romance, especially when Mitch kissed Isaac's worries away. The two men had their own issues to deal with and they did deal with them - together - and that just made me smile happily for them both. This does have a fairy tale feel to it though, so is kind of dreamy. Then again, I think dreamy is good, especially when I fall in love with two men I knew nothing about and made me curious enough to pick up the rest of the series...."

Because Two Men Are Better Than One - "....I really enjoy this series. It’s like receiving a lovely little gift each time a new book is released. What makes it appealing, at least for me, is the familiarity of the setting – who can resist a gorgeous tropical island? – and also the chance to get little glimpses of characters we’ve met before. Plus I always like the pairing of the men in the story.

....This story combines some hot sex with a sweet story as these men get in touch with their emotions. It’s a gentle, read-in-one-sitting kind of book, that leaves you smiling at the happy ending...."

The Blogger Girls - "....When I was asked to review this book, I was excited. I have read the first three in the series and loved them. Yes, some of our favorite past characters do make appearances.

When the story started, I sensed something wasn’t right about Mitch’s “date” for the night. When I found out the truth, I was honestly mortified for him and his behavior. I wanted to cuff the back of his head and ask “Didn’t your mother teach you better!” I have to admit, when Mitch realized his screw-up, I laughed and thought, “That should teach you not to be a loosey-goosey.”....

....I will most definitely be recommending it to all my readers.

Overall Impression: I loved it!...."

Excerpt


Chapter 1

Mitch Stone sipped at very weak whiskey and water and people-watched. He’d done the rounds twice already, flirted with the women, talked sports with the men, and every other cliché under the sun. Now he was hiding to give himself some time to think and staying as sober as he could while having a drink permanently in his hand.

It’s Christmas Eve, live a little.

“Why are you hiding over here?” his senior manager asked with a frown. She was looking a little glassy-eyed, and the champagne glass in her hand was nearly empty.

Mitch lifted his glass in a toast and smiled easily. He liked Doris, with all her power suits and her impossibly high heels. Tonight she appeared relaxed, and it was a good look on her. “I’m just taking a breather.” He wasn’t going to lie to her. She was uncannily quick to see through anyone’s bullshit.

“Don’t stay here,” she admonished. She grabbed a new champagne flute from one of the waiters and sipped at it. “I’m going out to find some fun. I’ll find you some while I’m at it.”

“Don’t—“ She’d gone before he could say what he wanted to say. Mitch watched her weave expertly through the groups forming around the small tables and toward a particularly gorgeous young man who had caught Mitch’s eye more than once tonight.

He must be a party favor, young guys and girls brought in to add glitter and romance, slim young girls with short dresses and scarlet lipstick who pandered to any man at a loose end in the crowd, escorts who were available if you needed them. That was how it worked at big seasonal parties like this one. Since there were women who might need that little something, this particular party also included a whole team of cute men who sashayed and mingled, with alcohol they didn’t drink and promise in their expressions. They were all included in with the party, no cost involved.

This young guy, all bright-eyed with soft spiky hair, was so slim it almost seemed unnatural, but he had a good ass, a nice handful, and he was just as happy casting glances back at Mitch. Doris chatted to him, placing a hand on the young guy’s shoulder and leaning in to say something into his ear. He laughed at whatever Doris was saying and looked over at Mitch.

Oh shit, no. Is Doris setting me up with one of the party favors? Like hell that’s happening.

The young man, who must be in his early twenties, nodded his head and spoke to Doris, all the while looking at Mitch, and Mitch ducked away before the man decided he needed an escort tonight. He was here on business, and the last thing he needed was sex.

This was Mitch Stone’s night. He was at the Haddison-Walker Christmas Eve party, and he was selling his brand to anyone who wanted him. Wearing charcoal Armani, with his loafers polished to a high sheen, his favorite Armani shirt, and a rich blue tie, he knew he looked good. He looked completely the part of the guy who deserved to be here.

“Hey, Mitch,” a CEO with his wife clinging to his arm called out.

Mitch nodded as he walked past like he had somewhere to be, when in fact all he wanted was another quiet corner to people-watch. He’d schmoozed with that particular CEO—he already had the man’s card in his pocket. He might be new to the company, but brokering the Haddison-Walker deal with Davis was the kind of news that left people slapping his back and asking how the hell he had done it. Everyone who had ever guided the two companies in any kind of joint project knew just how hard it was to get a positive outcome. The CEOs were brothers yet hated each other. Their passions were quick to ignite to temper, but somehow Mitch Stone had managed the near impossible. He’d worked out a joint marketing deal that was beneficial to both sides.

I am a confident, capable marketing executive, he’d told himself before he came down to the party from his room. He had to believe that, otherwise he would fail to capitalize on the big win and be just another low-level marketing assistant sliding into obscurity.

Mitch wanted to be the marketing fixer, using every skill he’d learned from ten years with Dylan Gray Senior about contracts and terms. He needed to be the first one Miami companies thought of when they wanted help. And he had to be the one who matched person to product or group to sponsor. His unique firefighting style of marketing expertise, from graffiti to flash mobs, was making waves in the business world here in Miami. He had his finger on the pulse and Dolphins tickets in his pocket along with cards and notes from prospective clients.

There was good money here tonight, people in all kinds of business wanting his particular skills. Companies wanted the edge; they wanted young and new and fresh. This party was that kind of party—networking, smiling, hugging, and air kisses with good food and excellent wine.

“Mitch Stone! Didn’t think I would see you here.” A voice from his left had him turning. “Thought you’d be too busy out spending your bonus.”

Mitch shook hands with someone he recognized, but for the life of him he couldn’t place the name of the man. He was probably one of the team who had been up in New York on long-term assignment and he wouldn’t be the first face Mitch couldn’t put a name to.

“Thought I’d take Haddison-Walker up on their invite,” Mitch said. He wasn’t going to share the real reason he was here. Just that he needed to mingle and get himself out there to avoid the thought of doing fuck-all over Christmas.

The guy took a step back and thrust a very pretty woman forward. She had a big baby-bump and looked serene in the pregnant-lady version of a little black dress.

“This is Melinda, my wife,” the guy said proudly.

Mitch air-kissed and said all the right things. “When are you due?”

“End of March,” Melinda said. “Jerry is so excited. He’s like a kid at Christmas.”

Jerry! That’s right, Jerry something-or-other.

Jerry pulled his wife in close and squeezed her. “Why wouldn’t I be? I’m here at the party of the year with the gorgeous woman who’s carrying our baby and whom I couldn’t love more. What could possibly beat this?” He was beaming and maybe just a little drunk. Hell, he was clearly so besotted with his life at the moment that Mitch felt a twinge of irrational jealousy. I’m happy with the deal and the bonus and the kudos, that’s enough…

Not that he wanted a woman by his side or, perish the thought, a baby on its way. But to have someone on Christmas Eve must be kind of nice. Maybe one of these sexy but drunken marketing execs making more noise than they needed to was gay and fancied a hookup that would smooth Mitch into Christmas Day.

“We have to go,” Melinda apologized. She placed a hand on her swollen belly. “We called a cab. I get so tired.”

“Nice to meet you. Good luck with the baby,” Mitch said with an accompanying smile. He even managed to push genuine emotion into his voice, despite the alcohol in his system and the headache that threatened at his temples.

Jerry took Melinda and the two vanished into the throng, leaving Mitch at loose ends. Fixers like him didn’t stand around waiting for people to come to them; they went into the crowd like sharks.

Do I really have to? On Christmas Eve? Haven’t I got enough business for a while?

Jerry appeared back at his side, a bright purple wrap over his arm. “I meant to tell you… I have a client in need of a photo shoot, large budget. I’m worried I’m going to drop the ball on this one, what with Melinda and everything. I’m trying to pull in Bruno Cash, but he needs some persuading.” He handed over a bright pink Post-It note with some scribbled details. “They’re looking for standard stuff, so maybe it isn’t your kind of thing, and I realize you’re busy with the Haddison-Walker/Davis thing. But the company is looking for something a bit special in the way of a survivalist tents, fires, island-type thing. I’ll finish all the groundwork, but I was hoping you’d be my backup if Melinda is early.”

Mitch nodded. How likely was it that Melinda would be early? Anyway, he could do with making a few friends at the company.

“Happy to help if I can,” Mitch said automatically. Actually, it sounded like nothing he would be interested in working on, but he wouldn’t pass on it just yet, not when he wasn’t sober. Never make a drunken decision, his mom admonished him in his thoughts, and he remembered he hadn’t called her yet to wish her Merry Christmas.

Mitch made a show of pocketing the Post-It. As soon as Jerry left, Mitch pushed the request to the back of his mind and turned determinedly toward the groups of men and woman who needed his special skills. He schmoozed with the best of them, and only when he’d done enough talking did he wander out to the balcony with the ocean view and turn his thoughts to the Post-It note and what Jerry had said.

The sea, beaches, camps, fires—all the thoughts in his head swirled around to one person, as they always did. His ex-lover, Dylan, of the come-to-bed blue eyes. He has an island. And if Mitch fixed something between Dylan and this client, then that meant he had a valid reason to see Dylan again and maybe check out just what this boyfriend of Dylan’s was like, Liam or Luke or something beginning with an L. He resolved to pass on details of the island to Jerry anyway, and maybe he would make himself available as a replacement if needed. Any excuse to visit Sapphire Cay. And Dylan.

“Hot in there, isn’t it?”

Mitch sighed inwardly. He was done with the networking. He just wanted to stay out here in the cool night air with his crystal tumbler of whiskey and imagine Dylan’s response if Mitch asked to use his island. He’ll probably charge me double.

He cast a look sideways and his irritation became even more pronounced when he recognized the slim guy Doris was talking to next to him, all sultry-eyed and wet-lipped.

“No. But thank you,” Mitch said firmly. He might not have had actual sex in nearly two months. But, shit, the last thing he needed was the sex on offer from one of the party favors.

The young man—dark brown eyes and beautiful in an angular way—simply blinked up at him. Or across to him. Actually, for a twink he was a good five ten, and on closer inspection he looked a little older than the young guys hired in. Still, he was dressed in tight pants that left nothing to the imagination and a white shirt that strained over a slim, muscled body.

“Sorry?” he said and looked confused.

“Thank you, but no,” Mitch repeated. The young man looked behind him, clearly checking to see if Mitch was looking at someone else. Mitch sighed. “I don’t want what you’re offering.”

“Sorry.” The guy frowned. “Doris said I should talk to you. I was just commenting on the heat inside.” He held out his hand. “I’m—”

Instinctively Mitch raised his hand and shook his head. He wasn’t interested in names. Not ones of escorts, anyway. If the escort finished his introduction, Mitch didn’t hear. I have had more to drink than I thought.

Instead, as the man spoke, all Mitch could focus on was the sound, deep and sexy. “Okay. So who offered you something you didn’t want?” the stranger asked curiously.

Mitch sighed tiredly. “Half the guys like you in the room.”

The man shifted so his back was against the rail and sipped what looked like cranberry and ice. “Like me?”

“Here for the party.”

“We’re all here for the party, or am I wrong?”

“You know what I mean.” God, was this guy being deliberately obtuse? A couple other people joined them on the balcony, and Mitch suddenly felt incredibly awkward. What if a potential client saw him talking to one of the escorts? Time to head out. “Nice to meet you,” he said without meaning it. Then he stalked back into the crowd and made straight for the exit of the large ballroom.

He went to the nearest elevators and pressed the up button. He wasn’t the only one at this party who was staying overnight, but he was probably the only one going back to his room this early with the express purpose of spending Christmas Eve on his own.

Chapter 2

As soon as Mitch was back in room 2512, he flung off his jacket and slumped into the chair at the window with three of the small bottles from the mini bar in his hand. Dylan and his island were front and center in his head, and he blamed Jerry for putting him there. He downed the alcohol and stared into the dark until finally he couldn’t see any reason why phoning Dylan this late on Christmas Eve wasn’t a brilliant idea. He pulled out his cell and searched for Sapphire Cay, finding the number quickly and looking at the website. The site was pretty, functional, but beyond that, it was kind of difficult to find the number on the tiny screen and there was no Facebook page. Finally, after much squinting at his iPhone, he found a number, and before he could second-guess himself, he connected a call. The island would be the perfect backdrop for what Jerry needed, Mitch was sure of it. He could leave a message—strike while the iron was hot, so to speak.

Evidently the main number wasn’t connected to an answering machine this late at night but direct through to a cell phone. Dylan’s cell. Fuck.

“What’s wrong? Is it Dad?” Dylan asked instead of identifying himself. He sounded panicked, and Mitch felt instant guilt.

“Dylan, that you?” He’d drunk enough to be on the cusp of slurring his words, and he focused hard on speaking. “I need to book your island,” he added.

Dylan made a sound of annoyance. “What the hell, Mitch?”

“Got a contract with models, lots of ’em, and Jerry said he needed an island. Then I thought, Dylan has a freaking island. And it’s Christmas Eve, and I was thinking about you. Not thinking about you really, just you were in my head. Right? Am I right? Or am I wrong?” He attempted to keep his thoughts rational, but what was in his head wasn’t exactly coming out of his mouth in any kind of coherent fashion.

Dylan’s tone softened. “It’s nearly midnight on Christmas Eve, Mitch, why are you phoning me?”

There was whispering, something about drunk dialing, although the words were muffled. Mitch should have known the L-man would be there. “Dylan! My man, you still there?”

Dylan came back. “Mitch, Merry Christmas and all, but you gotta phone me after January first, man.”

Oh yeah. After Christmas, and not on Christmas Eve. He felt a hysterical bubble of laughter in his throat. “Oh. My bad.” Then he pressed on with the question he wanted answered. “So can I have your island?”

“Lucas can check dates after New Year’s for you.”

Lucas! That was his name. Not Liam or Luke. Lucas. “Lucas. How is he? Still the love of your life?” Mitch was genuinely happy for Dylan being happy. Well, sometimes he was happy for him. Other times he regretted having had a stick up his ass and never talking to Dylan about how he felt way back when. Never mind, that was in the past now.

“Goodbye, Mitch,” Dylan said. The message was clear. I have things to do on Christmas Eve and they don’t include talking to you, Mitch.

“Oh, okay then. Merry Christmas.” The finality of the call ending, of losing a friendly voice on the phone, hit him, and suddenly he didn’t feel so much drunk as tired.

“Hang on. Mitch, what are you doing for Christmas?”

Mitch considered what he was doing. Staying here overnight, eating the overpriced breakfast, drinking champagne, going home. “Nothing special.”

“You seeing Dad?”

Regret slid through Mitch. There wasn’t a single day when he didn’t think about the final day working for Dylan’s dad and Dylan himself. Still, he wasn’t going to let Dylan know what he was feeling. Instead he cased the words in an icy disdain. “I don’t work for him anymore. Couldn’t. Not after he got all soft on a client and refused to seal the deal. We argued, I walked. Didn’t he tell you?”

“We don’t talk much,” Dylan said after a pause. Then he changed the subject. “What about spending Christmas with your brother?”

My brother? With his wife and his picture-perfect house and his medical degree? That isn’t happening this side of ever.

“He’s in England with his new wife.” Mitch began to feel defensive. Who was Dylan to think he could comment on Mitch’s life? “I don’t want to see anyone at Christmas.” He snorted a laugh. “Jeez, Dylan, you getting slow in your old age playing house with that man of yours? We’re not all settled down. Some of us like to play the field and enjoy ourselves.”

“Uh-huh.” Dylan didn’t call him on his bullshit response. It was a good thing, because if Dylan continued in that direction, Mitch might fold under the strain. “Phone me in the New Year. And have a good Christmas, Mitch.”

“You too,” Mitch offered lamely. He ended the call and placed the cell carefully on the small side table. Then he tilted his head back to stare at the ceiling. You too, Dylan.

The pity-party-for-one lasted a good half hour, enough for the whiskey edge to fade, and he cursed himself for his stupidity. What was he doing sitting in his goddamned hotel room this early on Christmas Eve when he could be downstairs finding one of the favors and celebrating Christmas the way he should? Maybe that brunet from the balcony, the one who looked barely legal with the dark eyes and the kiss-me lips.

He used the bathroom, brushed his teeth, checked his hair, and donning his jacket, he left the room. When the elevator doors opened, he slid in and checked himself in the three walls of mirrors. He looked good for thirty-one. The elevator stopped at the eighteenth floor, and as if the fates were smiling on him, the guy from the balcony walked in, adjusting his shirt as he did. Clearly on his way back from a meet-up. He looked at Mitch warily.

“Sorry about earlier,” Mitch said. Then, as the doors of the elevator slid shut, he pressed the escort against the glass and kissed him.

By the time the elevator reached the first floor, and hell, it must have only been a couple seconds, Mitch was hard and his hookup was wrapped around him like a monkey on a tree.

Mitch pressed the button to take them back up to his room. That decision was an easy one.

Mitch backed him out of the elevator and to his room, still kissing, still hard, and even when the door shut behind them, Mitch didn’t stop kissing. They separated as they stumbled over Mitch’s discarded shoes, and the young guy opened his mouth to speak.

“I’m—”

“No names needed,” Mitch said firmly.

The man’s eyes widened, but Mitch didn’t give him a chance to form a reply, pushing him back until he lay on the bed, a wide grin on the escort’s face.

“I can go with that,” the escort said. He arched up as he shimmied out of slim pants and his pristine white shirt. “Not calling you anything,” he added and curled up to pull at his socks. Finally, he lay in just leave-nothing-to-the-imagination briefs. He was already hard, but he didn’t touch himself. Instead he sprawled back, his legs spread and his hands over his head and clasped together. He looked like he was fucking posing, all perfect hair and toned form.

Mitch shoved at his own clothes, and finally naked, he crawled up the bed and decided the best way to enjoy this gorgeous Christmas gift was to mess that perfection right up. He spent time kissing, enjoying the taste of whiskey and the promise of that mouth on his cock later. At the same time, he tousled the guy’s hair with his fingers, finally pulling it free from the confines of gel and mousse and whatever the hell else was in it to keep it looking so damn designer. Finally he was happy and nuzzled his face into the man’s neck, inhaling the scent there, citrus and spice and all things edible.

From there Mitch nipped and kissed a path to two perfect nipples in a hairless chest, loving the sensation of his lips on acres of smooth skin. One thing about the escorts, they were certainly high-class.

Traveling south, he pulled back the cotton to expose his bedmate’s cock, hard and flushed with need, and only a sudden sense of self-preservation had him stopping.

“Where are your condoms?” Mitch asked and looked down at discarded pants.

“Shit. Don’t have any,” was the frustrated answer.

“What kind of a… never mind.” Mitch wasn’t thinking about why an escort would have run out of condoms already. Instead he was too needy, too tired of waiting around, and he rolled off the guy with haste. Rummaging in his wash bag, he grabbed condoms and his ever-present lube and was back on the bed before his lover decided to make a run for it. Given the wide-eyed expression on his face, it looked possible.

“I don’t get—”

“Shh,” Mitch said.

He slicked his fingers and slid them to the man’s ass, pressing inside him with a sharp movement.

“Fuck,” his one-night stand cursed.

Mitch stilled. For running out of condoms, this guy sure was tight. Jeez, was this guy a top? He’d never even thought to ask. When the escort screwed himself down onto Mitch’s fingers and inhaled sharply before doing it again, Mitch decided he must be versatile. Fucking thank God for that.

Mitch stretched him, kissing the guy’s inner thighs, before rolling on a condom and encouraging the escort onto all fours. Sinking into the tight heat was bliss; stilling his movement when the guy under him groaned was instinct.

“You okay?” he asked. Mitch might well be the third or fourth guy with this escort tonight, but he wasn’t going to hurt him. Even though it went against every instinct he had, he stopped and waited. Finally his lover pushed back, and from there, everything was a blur.

Mitch closed his eyes and fucked every ounce of his need into this willing body. Falling back to his heels, he pulled the escort with him, every muscle in his body screaming for release. They kissed, awkwardly, messily at that angle, and Mitch opened his eyes, caught in the unfathomable brown of the escort’s gaze. There was innocence there, lust, need. Mitch reached around as they kissed, and with a few twists the escort was coming, with Mitch not long after.

They fell to the bed in a tangle of limbs, the escort chuckling. “Fuck, that was hot.”

“Mmm,” Mitch hummed. He eased out and discarded the condom, wiping himself with tissues next to the bed. He passed the box to the other man and watched as he cleaned himself up.

Then with a contented smile, the escort closed his sexy, heavy-lidded dark eyes and in seconds was asleep.

Mitch reached over to shake him awake but stopped at the last moment. He looked so peaceful, all fucked out and sprawled on the bed. What the hell. It was a huge bed, and Mitch could stand to have a companion for a little while. He eased up from the bed, and just because he was a careful kind of guy, he locked his wallet in the small room safe.

After all, this guy might be a high-class escort, but he was still on the shady side. Finally, Mitch was back under the covers, and he closed his eyes, every muscle in his body relaxing.



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When they woke and the escort used his talent to bring Mitch off with lips and hands only it was one hell of a way to be woken up. And when the man smiled up at him, his lips swollen and his expression heavy with lust, Mitch wished for a brief moment that this escort was just a normal guy. Because they were dynamite in bed.

They showered at some ungodly hour and that ended with Mitch fucking his hookup over the bathtub.

He woke at a little after six, only an hour before the shuttle was picking him up to take him home. He reached to nudge the escort awake. Then he stopped. The kid looked exhausted and sweet and vulnerable. Mitch shook the thoughts from his head, that insistent press that maybe he could do some kind of Richard Gere and get this guy into proper work. Not that being an escort was like hanging around on street corners, but there was something about his hookup that screamed connection.

What the hell am I looking for? Did he imagine he could sweep in and keep this one for real, like a Christmas story or something where he could give the young man a happy ending? Like an escort would give up the thousands he probably earned doing something he enjoyed for a chance with a bitter marketing exec.

Getting soft in my old age.

Instead of worrying any more, he left a tip on the small table and exited the room. The guy had been good, and that was a plus from an otherwise boring Christmas event.

Focus on Christmas in the Sun (Sapphire Cay #4)

Cover Art by Meredith Russell
The Book

Return to Sapphire Cay for Christmas. Lucas and Dylan invite their friends to share in their Christmas celebrations on the island along with Lucas’s sister, Tasha, and her husband. Christmas is a time for family, forgiveness, and to look to the future, and this year Dylan has to face up to all three.


Unearthing the memories of two men in love, frozen in time and buried among the history of the island, Lucas and Dylan realize that sometimes loving someone is not always enough. It’s about being brave and taking the next step, to learn from the past to move forward.

Family has always been important to Lucas since his own was struck by tragedy. Though Dylan disapproves of his methods, Lucas has nothing but good intentions about wanting Dylan to reconcile with his father. The two Gray men haven’t spoken properly in years, their relationship strained by heartache and mistakes reaching back into Dylan’s childhood.

Forgiveness is a hard thing to give and sometimes even harder to receive.








The Sapphire Cay Series
written with Meredith Russell

Book 1 - Follow The Sun
Book 2 - Under The Sun
Book 3 - Chase The Sun
Book 4 - Christmas In The Sun
Book 5 - Capture The Sun
Book 6 - Forever In The Sun

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Reviews

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Mrs Condit & Friends - 4/5 - "....Christmas in the Sun is a lovely gentle Christmas story, a book full of heart and and the true meaning of family. It’s a fun story, not plot heavy, it’s more a catch up of what’s been going on, reconnecting with friends and family and it gives us a glimpse into the future plans, in essence a mix of all the things that make Christmas special.

Existing fans of Sapphire Cay will love this Christmas novella and I also think it could be read as a standalone by anyone who wants a feel of what Sapphire Cay, and it’s family, is all about...."

Boy Meets Boy Reviews - 4/5 - "....I’m a big fan of this series. Reading the Sapphire Cay stories are like going on a sexy vacation.  I would recommend reading the first three stories to get the characters, but you want to read them anyway, trust me. There are three established couples working and/or living on Sapphire Cay. A private resort in the Bahamas, Sapphire Cay is a popular spot for destination weddings which is how our two main MC’s, Lucas and Dylan met in book 1....."

Excerpt

Chapter 1

Kill me now. Lucas closed his eyes, counted to three, and hoped the chaos of the morning would have vanished when he opened them. The Lambert wedding had been their largest to date. Dylan and Scott had already headed out with the first boatload of guests and were due to return within the hour. Not soon enough as far as Lucas was concerned. He hit three in his count but couldn’t bring himself to open his eyes as he heard a squeal accompanied by something smashing.

Not the vase. Please not the vase. The jade-colored ornamental pot thing had belonged to his grandmother, and though he thought it was pretty damn ugly, it still held a place in his heart.

He opened his eyes to find his grandma’s vase still sitting on the table in the entrance. He looked beyond it at the last of the Lamberts’ party. There were eight guests left in the hotel, four of whom were…kids. He wasn’t sure he’d say he hated them, just that he wasn’t predisposed with the nurturing instinct to deal with energetic youngsters. When their parents had died, Tasha had been seventeen. She had been well on the way to having her own life, and his input had mostly become about his career and money as a means of supporting her.

The parent of the child closest to the terracotta pot that had been knocked over and now lay in several pieces on the floor reprimanded her son and looked apologetically toward Lucas. Before Lucas could muster the energy to deal with the broken pottery, Agnes, their housekeeper, appeared from out of nowhere, shooing the children away as she picked up the pieces of the pot and put them into a black bag. Lucas mouthed her a thank you.

“Everything okay?” Jamie said from behind him.

Lucas glanced over his shoulder and nodded. Everybody was checked out. It was just a case of waiting for Dylan to return with the Liberty. “Give it twenty and then we’ll usher them down to the pier.”

“Cool,” Jamie said. He rested his elbows on the front desk. “Edward’s waiting it out in his room.” He smirked as he gazed across the foyer. “Kids are apparently sticky.”

Laughing, Lucas rubbed at his shoulder. “Some are.” Tasha had had a friend back in college who’d had a little boy. Lucas came home one evening to find the pair visiting Tasha. The first thing the three-year-old boy had done was run up to Lucas and hug his leg, leaving a greasy handprint on his pants.

“I’m tempted to tell him I want to adopt just to see the look on his face.”

Lucas could only imagine how Edward would cope with fitting something as unpredictable as a child into his routines. A full-on meltdown was likely. “Start easy. Maybe fish.”

Jamie laughed and checked the time. “They should be on their way back by now. Did you discuss plans for a second boat yet?”

“New boat,” Lucas pointed out. A new, bigger boat was what Lucas had in mind, but Dylan was being incredibly stubborn over the Lady Liberty. It had gotten to the stage that not even a fresh coat of paint could disguise just how tired the Liberty was. Scott’d had to work on the old engine more and more in recent months, and Lucas waited for the day where sticking the proverbial Band-Aid on would no longer be good enough.

“You’ll never get him to part with Liberty,” Jamie stated. “I know it. You know it. Dominiq knows it.”

Lucas pressed his lips in a line and distracted himself from the sudden rise in noise with trying to figure out who was older, Dominiq or the Liberty. Fondness for the chef warmed his chest. He’d be sad to see him go at the end of the season. But it seemed Dominiq would be leaving the kitchen in equally capable hands. Adam had proved to be a breath of fresh air. The man was just as passionate about his food and organic produce, but he brought with him youth and his own ideas. It was interesting to watch the two men work together. Like a well-oiled machine, they knew exactly how to work as a team, each doing what they needed to produce exquisite meals for their guests. Everyone would miss Dominiq in the kitchen and the man himself was irreplaceable. He was like this huge teddy bear, good for a hug, but also wise and fatherly.

“Mommy, potty.” The youngest of the four children who had been running in crazy airplane circles stopped and did a strange dance.

“I need to get some air,” Lucas said. He patted Jamie on the back. “Hold the fort.” He didn’t give Jamie a chance to object before moved from behind the front desk and headed outside.

Taking a deep breath, Lucas looked out across the beach and to the sea. He squinted, looking for Lady Liberty on the horizon. He couldn’t wait for the wedding party to leave so they could start on their own plans for the holidays. He took the few steps to the path and then started a slow walk around the hotel. He couldn’t believe it was already the twenty-third of December. It seemed like just yesterday they were making plans to spend Christmas with friends and family. The Lamberts had opted for a white Christmas and had planned the second part of their honeymoon back in Vermont, which had given him and Dylan the opportunity to have a wedding-free Christmas for the first time in three years, with the next wedding not booked in until the thirtieth for the New Year.

Lucas took a right and detoured into what was now commonly known as Scott’s Garden. Scott had worked incredibly hard the last two seasons in order to get the overgrown garden back under control. He had cleared the paths from weeds, thinned out the borders, and trimmed back the trees. Flowers bloomed in a rainbow’s worth of colors, interspersed with the simple beauty of white blossoms. Lucas knew very little about plants and soil and shade, but he could appreciate the effort Scott had put in to make the garden as beautiful as it was.

Checking the time, he made his way through the garden and around the back of the hotel. Tasha and Liam’s flight would get in soon. They had caught up in August as they always did when he and Dylan returned to the mainland for a short while during the stormy season in the Bahamas. She had looked good, and there was no doubt she and Liam were as much in love as the day they married. Lucas was glad to be able to spend Christmas Day with her this year.

Lucas stopped on the patio and glanced at the hotel. He couldn’t see much through the sliding doors because of the reflection of the sun, but he could make out the low din of what he guessed was the sound of the children still playing.

Should he feel bad he had left Jamie in there alone? Yes. Did he? Hell, no. Lucas was sure he’d earned ten minutes of peace after the morning from hell. If it wasn’t children running circles round him, it was the adults in the party—a lost wedding band in twelve, guests expecting breakfast despite being almost an hour late, and the kleptomaniac in nine. Who would want to try and steal a kettle? He closed his eyes and rubbed the back of his neck. He smiled as he fingered the hair at his collar.

He wore his hair longer these days. For him it was a way to embrace his new life. He may be the levelheaded, often seen as the more boring of the pair of him and Dylan, but he was enjoying the freedom Sapphire Cay offered. No set hours, no ulcers, no stress. He sighed inwardly as he corrected himself. Some stress. It just wasn’t the same day-after-day pressure he’d experienced in his former life in contracts management. Here he had a life that wasn’t work, work, work twenty-four seven. He was tanned and healthy and slept peacefully each night beside the man he loved. The man he’d one day call husband.

Sunlight caught the silver band on his right hand. They hadn’t set a date yet, always too busy making other people’s dreams come true. Besides, there was no rush. He was happy as he was. They both were. They had committed to each other, had everything they needed. Their lives were perfect and switching a ring from his right hand to his left wasn’t going to change how much they loved each other.

Lucas jumped as there was a bang on the patio door. Oh dear. Jamie was pressed up against the window, his face squashed and his hands flat on the glass. Lucas quirked an eyebrow and watched as Jamie slid downward, a child at each leg squealing with delight. Lucas smirked. At least someone was enjoying themselves.

“You’ll be cleaning that,” he said and pointed at the smudged window.

Jamie leaned back and cupped his ears.

“The window,” Lucas said slowly and loudly. He pointed again and this time Jamie shrugged and grinned before being dragged away by the playing children. Lucas sighed. His gaze drifted to the gazebo standing a little way down from the patio and pool. Had they really trusted Jamie with rebuilding that? He laughed to himself and then headed toward the kitchen.

“Good morning,” Dominiq said cheerfully as Lucas stepped through the door into the back of the kitchen. “How are we this fine day?” If Lucas didn’t know better, he’d think Dominiq had been at the rum.

Lucas leaned back against the edge of the kitchen counter. “I’m great.”

“How are our guests?”

“Still here.”

Dominiq laughed. “I look forward to sharing a boat ride with them.” He wiped his hands on his apron and then untied it. “So, we’ve prepped what we can for your dinner. Should help Adam out a little. He’ll make everything else fresh on the day.”

“Thanks,” Lucas said. “You are still welcome to join us if you want to. Your family, too.”

Shaking his head, Dominiq folded his apron and placed it on one of the breakfast bar stools. “I need to start to pull away. Break the ties.” He flashed a smile. “Hard enough thinking of leaving this place without settling in for a cozy Christmas.”

“There’s an easy solution to that,” Lucas said.

“And what’s that?” Dominiq asked.

“Don’t leave.” Since coming to the island, Dominiq had made it so easy and comfortable. As far as Lucas was concerned, Dominiq was Sapphire Cay and everything it stood for.

Dominiq chuckled. “Not sure young Adam would agree.” At that moment the door swung open and Adam walked in. He stopped as Lucas and Dominiq both looked at him.

“What?” Adam said and glanced over his shoulder as the door shut behind him.

“Talking about you, not to you,” Dominiq chimed. He gave Adam a big grin.

Adam seemed confused but shook it off and carried on. “I’ve got the list you wanted. Claude should have it all boxed up and ready for you, but if you can just check everything off for me that would great.”

“You ever cooked a turkey?” Lucas asked, taking the list and reading over the first few items. The ink smelled fresh and the paper was still warm from the printer.

“Not one to feed eight. Have you?” Adam asked. His eyes held a playful sparkle.

Lucas looked at Adam and color heated Adam’s cheeks. Lucas couldn’t help but grin. The man had grown in confidence since joining them at the hotel fulltime. He’d even taken the brave step of questioning one of Edward’s table arrangements last month. Lucas doubted he would again. Adam had learned his lesson with that one.

“Adam will do just fine,” Dominiq said proudly.

“I know he will,” Lucas said. He’d seen the dishes Adam had produced alongside Dominiq and also alone. He was sure Adam would do a great job. Lucas just wanted everything to be perfect. He hadn’t spent Christmas Day with Tasha in a long time. Even when he was back in his former life he always seemed to be distracted with work. “Just came over a little Edwardy there for a minute.” He glanced at his watch. “You about ready, Dom?”

“Sure. Just need to get my bags.”

“Okay. See you on the pier in twenty.” Lucas left Adam and Dominiq to finish up and headed back to the foyer. Stepping out of the kitchen, he stopped, closed his eyes, and shook his head. Lucas opened his eyes and stared at the scene. Jamie was lying on the floor bench-pressing one of the boys. Muscles rippled in Jamie’s strong arms as he lifted the boy up in the air, and the boy squirmed and kicked his legs as if he were swimming in some invisible sea. Lucas sighed and made his way to the front desk. Would this morning never end?


Chapter 2

Dylan watched Lucas wave the last of the Lamberts to their limo and grinned in support when Lucas turned and faced him and let his game face drop in exhaustion. For very understandable reasons, this last wedding had been hard on Lucas. Dylan expected it was a combination of kids and that whole end-of-the-year feeling, and he’d said so to Lucas this morning. Both agreed they were lucky that they had no wedding over Christmas and now had days in front of them to chill with family and friends.

Lucas walked over, and as he walked he became more relaxed. It was intriguing to watch. What wasn’t so cool was that Lucas was rubbing his stomach, and not for the first time, Dylan was concerned about the whole ulcer thing. Too many weddings in succession. They didn’t need to do as many, and he resolved to talk about it to his fiancé when they got back to Sapphire Cay and had some quiet time. They needed to pick up Adam’s order from Claude but then had time to kill before Tasha and Liam arrived in Marsh Harbor. After that, it was back to the island to relax.

“You ready to go find Claude and the order?” Lucas asked. Dylan immediately stood and pulled his lover in close.

“You okay?” he asked quickly.

Lucas huffed a breath and buried his face in Dylan’s hair. “Tired,” he said. “I think we should make the island for adults only,” he added. Then he yawned widely. Dylan chuckled.

“Nah,” he began. “You’d miss all those sticky chocolate fingers and all that running around like mad from the little people.”

“I promise you I wouldn’t.”

Hand in hand, they strolled from the harbor and into the small town. Their order was ready in boxes, and due to the fact Adam appeared to have ordered enough food for an army, they borrowed a wheelbarrow and transported it down to the Liberty. Dylan jumped down into the boat, and one by one Lucas passed down the boxes. Dylan tied them in a balanced pattern around the boat, leaving room for his passengers to sit with their luggage, even though Lucas had told him Tasha said she was just bringing a bikini.

“I’ll go get a table,” Lucas called down. He didn’t really need to get a table; the café was small but there was always space. This side of the harbor was quiet and mostly for locals.

“Ice cream,” Dylan shouted back. “Give me five.”

He fiddled with straps, then stood back to look at the balance of the Liberty. He was experienced at fitting everything in after years of doing this job. Proud of his boat, he checked out Liberty and ignored the peeling paint on the stern and the worn wood of the pilot station. She’d weathered storms and heat, and she’d done well. Lucas had valid points as to why they should replace her, but Dylan couldn’t get his head around them. Well, apart from the luxury aspect. Lucas’s argument that people paid a lot of money for Sapphire Cay was easily countered by Dylan’s assertion that they would expect Caribbean rustic.

“He’ll make me replace you, girl,” Dylan muttered. “One day, you know, but we’ll fight it.” It didn’t strike him as odd that he was talking to a boat, but equally he hoped no one spotted him. With a sigh of resignation that this was probably Liberty’s last season, he climbed the ladder and up onto the harbor wall. The café was a few feet away, and from here they could watch the boats and kill time waiting for Tasha and Liam. And to top it off he would finally get to try Scott’s recommended chocolate ice cream sundae.

Lucas was already at a rickety table and slumped back in the chair with his eyes closed, and Dylan bypassed him to order the ice cream concoction and a cold drink of lemonade for his fiancé. Lucas needed something to cool him down and at the same time refresh him.

“With ya in a few,” the assistant said in a sing-song voice. “Take ya table,” he added with a wide grin.

Dylan crossed to Lucas and peered over the edge to check on Liberty. She sat, slowly moving in the gentle motion of the sea.

“Okay?” Lucas asked on another yawn.

“She’s fine,” Dylan said. He regretted saying it this way as soon as Lucas raised a single eyebrow in question. Instead of the usual teasing, Dylan decided to head it off at the pass. “When’re Tasha and Liam in?”

Lucas moved his head back to peer up at the sky. He’d not worn a watch since he’d decided to stay with Dylan. Even now Dylan was pleased to see Lucas was getting good at judging the time by how he felt—hungry, tired, or by the position of the sun in the sky or even the scents of the day in the air. Dylan loved that a small part of Lucas was relaxing, and he just wished Lucas would let that final knot of constant concern unravel in his chest.

Lucas frowned. “An hour.” He was clearly guessing. “Told them to meet us here.”

“I ordered you lemonade,” Dylan said.

“I wanted coffee,” Lucas protested.

Dylan wasn’t going to argue. Lucas hadn’t entirely cut down his coffee use, but he needed to be careful.

“Saw you rubbing your stomach,” Dylan said.

Lucas looked down at himself, and his eyes widened when he realized he was still doing it. Quickly, he moved his hand, but not before the damage had been done.

“I don’t know why…” he began. “I’m just tired. I got the all clear. I’m relaxing, I feel good.”

Dylan reached over and grasped Lucas’s other hand. “Let’s keep it that way, then.” He shuffled his chair closer and kissed Lucas firmly. He could sit here all day kissing Lucas. All day. A noise, shouting, barking, separated them, and Dylan glanced over at the intrusion into what had been a very nice kiss. He couldn’t see anything, but the barking had turned to whining and the shouts to laughter.

“Keep an eye on Liberty,” he said, and then before Lucas could say a word, Dylan was out of his seat and heading behind the café where the alleys converged to one single point with bins and recycling. At first he couldn’t see what was happening because a group of young kids were like a wall surrounding whatever was going on.

Then his height gave him the advantage, and he could see a dog cowering in the space between crates. One of the boys was poking it with a stick. He didn’t actually poke the dog each time, but clearly this had gone on for some time.

“Told ya he’d stop barking if we scared ’im,” the young boy said with a laugh. The rest of the group joined in with yays, although Dylan noticed a few were looking around fearfully and not really joining in.

“We should leave ’im,” one of those who wasn’t grinning like an idiot said.

Dylan waded in. “I think that’s a good idea,” he said firmly. He pushed himself between the kids and the dog. For a second Dylan thought he saw defiance in the kid with the stick—the thought process telegraphed on his face about whether he should poke Dylan. A simple move and the stick was in Dylan’s hand.

“What’s your name?” he asked. He wasn’t really expecting a reply. True to what he thought would happen, the kid sneered and scarpered along with his little friends. A few of the kids, the ones who hadn’t joined in, hovered uncertainly.

“Whose dog is this?” he asked them. They looked at each other as if they were weighing up what to say. “Whose dog?” he said again.

“No one’s,” one of the smallest kids said. “He’s on his own.”

“A stray?” Dylan summarized.

“Yes.”

The kids dispersed without a backward glance. Seemed like now that an adult was here, they could leave the dog alone. Dylan spun on his foot and faced the dog. It appeared to be a mix, something between a terrier and an English bull dog. He couldn’t see any injuries, but the poor thing was painfully thin and his eyes downcast. Dylan moved and then cursed when the dog cowered and he realized he still had the damn stick in his hands. He carefully placed it where the dog could see what he had done, then gently went to his knees. The dog didn’t look rabid, and there was no sign of blood anywhere. He held out a hand but the dog shrank back instead of sniffing him.

“Damn stray,” the owner of the café snapped. He stood at the rear exit of the café with a basket of scraps and rubbish. He tipped the whole lot in a bin and cursed again. “Nothing but trouble, in my trash.”

“He’s probably hungry,” Dylan suggested reasonably.

“That’s maybe right, but I ain’t gonna feed him,” he said. “I got kids to feed first.”

Dylan didn’t want to ask if it was his kids that were poking at the dog. “Pass me some of the scraps,” he ordered. Reaching into his pocket, he pulled out a twenty and handed it up to the café owner. “I’ll pay for some meat and bread. Nothing too fatty or heavy. And a bowl of water.”

The café owner cursed and blustered, but he did as he was asked. Seemed money spoke here. Dylan watched the dog until he was sure the poor thing had eaten something and drunk some water. Then he patted it on the head and smiled when it pushed up into his hand. It didn’t wag its tail, but the butting of his head into Dylan’s hand was a sure sign that Dylan had done something right.

Torn, he knew he had to go back to Lucas, but at the corner he turned back to see the dog. It had gone. Disappeared. He should be pleased it wasn’t hanging about waiting for the kids to come back, but a part of him was sad that it had just gone.

When he got back, Lucas looked up from his lemonade. “Where’d you go?”

“Some kids were beating up on a dog. Poor thing.”

“Is it okay?” Lucas asked, concerned.

“Yeah, he’s gone now.”

Lucas tilted his head. “Did he have a white nose, with dark ears, pathetic eyes, and was kind of on the skinny side?”

“Yeah,” Dylan replied. “How did you…?” Catching on, he realized the dog was sitting next to him leaning against his chair, and hell, was that a wag in his tail?

“Seems like you’ve got a friend.”

“He’s a stray,” Dylan explained. He patted the dog’s head again, and this time he was rewarded by two wags of the little tail.

“What kind of dog is it?” Lucas asked with a frown. “Some kind of cross?”

“Maybe a mix way back. It’s a boy.” He scratched between the dog’s ears and smiled down at it.

“Probably got fleas and all sorts.”

“Seems pretty clean,” Dylan said. “Just really thin and a little undomesticated.”

Lucas shook his head. “No,” he said firmly.

“No, what?”

“No, we don’t need a dog on the island.”

Dylan immediately felt defensive. “I didn’t say anything.”

Lucas smiled. “Not in words.”

“I know we don’t need a dog,” Dylan said carefully. “Hell, imagine if it was all up in the guests’ faces? Edward would have a cow if it caused chaos at a wedding. It would undoubtedly jump in the pool as well.” Dylan said all this, but all he could see was dark brown eyes looking up at him with adoration. He had to be sensible. “Shoo,” he finally said. “Off you go.”

At first the dog stared and didn’t move, but then with what looked like a huff of disappointment, it strolled away without a backward glance.

“We could get a cat maybe,” Lucas consoled him.

“I don’t like cats much,” Dylan said. “I always wanted a dog. Not that one though,” he hastened to add.

“You’re right,” Lucas agreed, although he had the same expression on his face that he often got when Dylan talked about his childhood—or lack of it. Kind of a combination of sadness and understanding.

“Lucas!” The name being called from across the way had Lucas standing and crossing to his sister in an instant. Dylan stayed where he was so he could watch over Liberty but was soon part of hugs and kisses when Tasha and Liam joined them at the table. With hellos and laughter, they all made it onto the boat, and soon they had pulled away from the harbor and were on their way to Sapphire Cay. A bark caught Dylan’s attention, and he looked back. The dog was standing on the wall looking down at them. The drop was maybe six feet and the dog appeared to be contemplating jumping. Dylan cut the engine in indecision as to what to do.

“You have got to be joking,” Lucas said in disbelief at the dog and what it was possibly planning to do. Dylan couldn’t agree with the sentiment more when, with a yip, the dog jumped in the water and disappeared below the surface.

“Jeez,” Liam said instantly. “Is it okay?”

“Oh god, that poor dog,” Tasha added.

It seemed like everyone was holding their collective breaths until abruptly the dog surfaced. As if it jumped six-foot walls into water every day, it began to paddle over to them. Dylan moved to the back of the boat between the luggage.

“What are you doing?” Lucas asked.

“It’s swimming over.”

Lucas looked at him with confusion in his eyes. Then realization flooded his expression followed quickly by acceptance and love.

“Best help him on board, then. Looks like we’ve got a dog.”

Focus on Chase the Sun (Sapphire Cay #3)

Cover Art by BitterGrace
The Book

Six years ago, Adam broke Scott's heart, but now he's back in Scott's life and Scott is rightly suspicious.

Is it a case of second chances? Or will history repeat itself?
In Chase the Sun, Scott Antonelli is about to get the shock of his life. Six years ago, Adam Ross broke his heart and it was the trigger that set Scott off travelling around the world. For the last few years he has worked at Sapphire Cay with Dylan. On a simple supply run to Marsh Harbour, he is left reeling, as he comes face to face with his first love. Can he trust Adam this time round?

Adam Ross was an idiot. Looking for quick and easy cash, he got himself mixed up in the wrong crowd and paid the price - three years in prison and he lost the one person who had ever meant anything to him - Scott. Adam has done his best, tried to turn his life around and is in the Bahamas looking for a second chance. Finding Scott was the easy part. Getting him to trust him again, could be harder than he ever imagined.


"....I  continue to be amazed at how two authors can write a story and I can never tell who wrote what. RJ Scott and Meredith Russell write together seamlessly and I always enjoy the books they collaborate on...."





The Sapphire Cay series
Written with Meredith Russell

Book 1 - Follow The Sun
Book 2 - Under The Sun
Book 3 - Chase The Sun
Book 4 - Christmas In The Sun
Book 5 - Capture The Sun
Book 6 - Forever In The Sun

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Mrs Condit & Friends Read Book - 4/5 - "....I  continue to be amazed at how two authors can write a story and I can never tell who wrote what. RJ Scott and Meredith Russell write together seamlessly and I always enjoy the books they collaborate on.  I adored Chase the Sun, its gentle and sweet, but angsty as well, a perfect way to spend a few hours. I can’t wait to read more in this series...."
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Paranormal Romance Guild - 4/5 - "....This was a good installment into an enjoyable beach read. I have not had to regulate my blood pressure once during this series. The authors just helped me relax and unwind. This is reading with no stress! I felt satisfied after each book. Everything happened for a reason and things are as they should be. I would definitely read these authors again...."

MM Good Book Reviews - 3.5/5 - "....Yes, it is safe to say that the writing in this book is very good, and while the theme in itself is not light, the way it was written made it easy to read, easy to like, and didn’t add any heaviness or steal the escapism purpose from the read...."

Excerpt

Chapter 1

“You get Dominiq’s list?” Dylan asked as he walked with Scott and Lucas toward the Lady Liberty.

“Yep.” Pulling out Dominiq’s shopping list from the back pocket of his cargo shorts, Scott Antonelli then waved it in the air. “I’d be in a heap of trouble if I forget anything,” he added. Despite the cook’s laid-back Bahamian charm, Dominiq could have a temper on him if anyone dared mess with his ingredients and menu.

The three of them walked to the end of the pier and stopped beside the boat. Scott shifted uncomfortably as Lucas slid his hand in Dylan’s. He didn’t have a problem with public affection, far from it, it was just there had been a time he and Dylan had, well, they didn’t, but he’d thought maybe they could have had something. In fact, he was the first man to get Scott interested in anything more than a quick fuck since…

Not going there.

He distracted himself from the twinge of remembrance of things he shouldn’t think about and the ever-present jealousy in his chest. He had nothing against Lucas. Lucas was damn adorable most of the time and a godsend the rest. The man was good for Dylan. Dylan was a competent boss, but he didn’t have the head for figures Lucas did. He wondered how Lucas put up with the state of the shared office. If you knew the men like he did and really looked, you could easily find Lucas’s personal space in the room—neat shelves on the far wall stacked with labeled file boxes, a bulletin board propped up and covered in receipts and a constantly updated to-do list.

Scott met Lucas’s eyes and then looked at Dylan. Both men stared at him expectantly. “What?” he asked. The two men grinned.

“Everything okay?” Lucas asked. “You seem a little distracted.”

He wasn’t so much distracted as he had itchy feet. Maybe. There was something stirring inside him, and he wasn’t really sure what it was. He hadn’t left the Bahamas or the East Coast in nearly three years. Everyone around him seemed to be settling down and pairing off. Dylan had found Lucas, and then four months ago their prissy-pants wedding planner had found his hot and sweaty dream guy too. And then there had been a dozen or so weddings, several honeymoons, and more vacationing couples than Scott cared to think about. It was enough to turn anyone’s stomach, all that mushy romance crap. Plus all the longing looks and wandering hands and kissing. Gah, the kissing. What he needed was a good fuck. A night of dirty sex and a morning of forgotten names. That would cure him of all these unwanted emotions. He’d learned his lesson a long time ago. He’d fallen hard for someone and learned the hard way that love was for suckers.

“Scott?” Dylan pressed.

He glanced between the two men. Okay, maybe not suckers. Not if you found the right person. Someone you could trust to love you back just as hard.

“Sorry,” Scott said. “When’s Dominiq need all this stuff by?” They had no major events for the next month, and currently the only guests on the island were some rich couple from San Antonio. A stopover in Marsh Harbor might do him some good.

“I can check, but I don’t think there’s anything urgent.” Dylan narrowed his eyes and reached out, resting a hand on Scott’s shoulder. “You sure you’re okay?”

Scott laughed. Dylan was around the same age as him yet in the last couple of years he had turned into some father figure. Well, more like an older and wiser brother. “I’m fine. If it’s okay with you, I won’t be back until tomorrow.”

“Of course it is,” Lucas insisted. Scott smiled. The couple wasn’t quite at the finish-each-other’s-sentences stage, but always seemed to think the same on any decision.

“Thanks.” Scott slipped Dominiq’s list back into his pocket and checked he had his wallet. “I’ll call if there’s a problem with anything.” Their supplier at Marsh Harbor had only ever let them down once. Dominiq had not been happy to find there would be no dragon fruit for his so-named dragon fruit cocktail.

He jumped onboard and waited as Dylan untied the line and threw it onto the deck.

“We’ll see you tomorrow,” Dylan said.

Scott started the engine and slid on his sunglasses.

“And don’t go gorging yourself on those fudge sundaes again.”

Scott raised an eyebrow and looked curiously at Dylan from over the frames of his shades. Who had told Dylan about Scott’s addiction to the cold stuff? It could only be one person—the only one who had experienced Scott falling face first into a sundae as if it were his last-ever dessert. Jamie. It had to be the ex-Marine who had blurted the facts.

“Jeez, if you can’t trust a Marine, who can you trust?” Then he had a horrible thought. Dominiq took the health of all his friends very seriously, and horrors of horrors, what if he knew and decided to put Scott on a diet? An automatic reflex had him sucking in his tummy. “Does Dominiq know?”

Dylan shook his head. “But you should watch yourself. If he catches you eating that processed crap again—”

“Yeah, yeah.” He had been scolded once before for daring to eat something not made from the freshest of meat and vegetables. Apparently, burgers, fries, and fudge sundaes were not a food group in themselves and did not cover the required vitamins, minerals, and all that other healthy-balance stuff Dominiq believed in heart and soul.

Deciding what happened at Marsh Harbor stayed at Marsh Harbor, he added a fudge sundae to his mental to-do list. Checking one more time that he had everything, Scott steered away from the pier. He glanced over his shoulder to see Lucas waving and Dylan leaning into his lover. He wasn’t normally a guy to get jealous, but he was scarily close to turning Hulk-green. A bar, a drink, and a guy should settle his mood and get these feelings out his system. At least until the next time.

Pushing his sunglasses higher, he then swept his hand back through his dark hair and focused on the landmass in front of him. He had made the trip to Marsh Harbor more times than he cared to remember, but something felt different this time and he wasn’t exactly sure why. His morning had been the same as always. He had joined everyone else for breakfast, chatted, laughed, and been given his list of jobs for the day. His first job had been to clean the filter on the pool and test the chemical levels, then he had the hinges on the launderette door to lift, and before heading on his run to Marsh Harbor, he had started the work of replanting the east garden.

Not exactly what he had in mind when he had left Ithaca six years ago, but he had come to accept not everyone got to pick their path—not everyone was destined to get the happy ending they wanted and planned for. Sometimes the direction a person’s life went in was his own fault and sometimes it was somebody else’s. For Scott it was a bit of both. He’d had his eyes opened and it had been the push he had needed to get out of there. Okay, so maybe his folks had thought it more like he was running away, but that wasn’t really it. He’d set his sights on something that had been nothing more than a pipedream. His heart and trust had been broken, and he’d wanted to find a way to fix them. To play out the ultimate cliché of finding himself and a new path. And maybe stop everything from hurting so damn much.

Steering the boat, Scott put the coast line on his port side. He hated it when he got like this. He was Scott Antonelli, free-spirited, easygoing, and fun. Lucas was right. He had been distracted this last week. Maybe it was time to move on for a little while. He could head back to Thailand, Malaysia, or Singapore. His time working at the Singapore Botanic Gardens had been one of the most rewarding of his life so far. He actually was able to use his degree and yet still learn new techniques and discover plants so colorful and exotic, he almost considered them to be alien and from another world.

Singapore.

Leaving was a good idea. He glanced back at Sapphire Cay. Maybe.



Marsh Harbor was busy, teeming with traders and tourists and captains of any seafaring vessels available. The Bahamian tourist trade was big business, and Scott was slap in the middle of the chaos.

“I’ll collect it in the morning,” Scott said and handed over the list of foodstuffs to the only stall holder Dominiq trusted in the harbor. “That okay?”

The man behind the stall read over the list and nodded. “No problem,” he agreed and slipped the list in his shirt pocket. His smile was all teeth and friendly.

Scott knew everything would be ready for him to collect. The man was an old friend of Dominiq’s—Claude, Scott remembered. “Thanks,” he said and handed Claude half the money he had been given as a deposit.

“See you in the morning,” Claude said. Then he turned to serve another customer.

“Yeah,” Scott said, putting his wallet away. He zipped up his pocket and pulled his green T-shirt down over his ass. He checked the time. Still a little early to start drinking alone. Besides, he wasn’t looking to get legless. He just wanted to relax with a couple of beers and some polite conversation. He’d be okay with that. First, he needed to get himself a room, shower, maybe buy himself a decent shirt.

Putting on his shades, he turned on his heel to head for the nearest guest house.

“Sorry,” he said when he bumped shoulders with someone.

“Scott.”

The heat of familiarity spread through Scott’s chest when he heard his name. Slowly, he turned around, fearing he might be right. Could it really be…?

“Adam.” The man’s name was all Scott managed as he stared into the eyes of his former lover. Adam Ross. It really was him. The only person Scott had ever loved, the same person who had ripped out Scott’s heart and stamped it into the ground. Scott blinked twice to check he wasn’t imagining things.

Images flashed in his head. Making love, kissing, smiles, betrayal, cops, crime…every single day of their six months together coalesced into one solid wall of fury.

“Hey,” Adam said. His mouth curved into a smile and Scott saw red.

Curling his hand into a fist, Scott lashed out, laying a blow to Adam’s jaw. The punch was enough to knock Adam backward and off his feet, and he landed on his ass with a painful grunt.

That felt good. Scott shook away the throb of pain from the contact with Adam’s face and squeezed his hand open and shut a few times.

“Jesus, Scott,” Adam said as he rubbed at his cheek. “What the hell?”

“What the hell?” Scott looked down at Adam and shook his head. “What the hell?” Pinching the bridge of his nose, he backed away and looked around at the curious faces of the market crowds.

Great.

“You missed me then?” Adam said cautiously. He sat forward and held out his hand.

Scott considered Adam’s hand for a moment. He could feel people’s eyes on him, judging him and his actions.

Shit.

Hesitating, he chewed on his lip. This was some massive joke. He’d knocked Adam to the ground, and Adam should stay on the damn ground. Eventually, Adam got the hint that Scott wasn’t helping him up, and he scrambled to stand on his own. As Adam dusted down the back of his light-colored pants and composed himself, Scott took the opportunity to look the man over. It seemed in six years not a lot had changed. Adam’s eyes still shone all golden brown when he smiled, his jaw was covered in shaped scruff, and his hair stuck up in soft spikes. He looked slimmer, skinnier even, older, but he had the familiar youthful charm in and around his eyes.

Damn, he looks good.

Emotions Scott had buried a long time ago threatened to reemerge—a mixture of hate, love, and regret. Right now, he hated the fact Adam could reawaken that desire, that love, those feelings Scott hadn’t had for anyone since him. Not like this. Not the same as he’d felt for Adam. Sure he had said the words to a couple of guys, but there was never anything real behind them. Nothing that meant the relationships would last longer than a couple of months, just enough before the itchy feet kicked in and Scott continued with his traveling.

“What are you doing here?” Scott asked angrily, stepping back to put a little more distance between them.

Adam briefly smiled before he ducked his head and eyed the ground. He seemed nervous. “To the point as always. I missed that.”

Scott folded his arms across his broad chest. “Seriously? Do you want me to hit you again?” Yes, he was hostile, but Adam deserved it. Scott still remembered that morning—the cops, the shouting, Adam with one leg out the window.

Adam raised his hands in self-defense. “Not necessary.”

For a few seconds Scott just stared. His initial temper had subsided and now sat curled inside him, ready for more fighting. He’d finished with Adam. He didn’t need Adam. I loved him so much.

Calmly, Scott again asked, “Why are you here?” What wicked trick was Fate trying to play on him? Of all the places in the world, Adam was here. Why? How? He narrowed his eyes and looked Adam up and down. He didn’t believe in coincidences.

“A guy can’t go on vacation?” Adam stretched his neck as he rubbed his jaw again. “That hurt, you know. I didn’t think you had it in you.”

“You’d be surprised. I’m not the same person from six years ago.”

Adam nodded. “Do you want to get a drink?”

Scott huffed a laugh. “You’re kidding, right?” So maybe a moment ago he was ready to have a few beers, but now he just wanted to collect Dominiq’s ingredients, sort out the liquor order, and get back to Sapphire Cay. He grimaced as he curled his hand into a fist. And get some ice for his damn hand.

Adam worried his lower lip with a tooth. He looked both wary and hopeful. “Thought we could catch up.”

“Catch up? With what? Your time behind bars? My time forgetting you?”

“Scott, please—”

“How long were you in?” Scott ignored Adam’s soft plea.

Adam stiffened. “Three years.” He met Scott’s eyes before shying away.

The last time Scott had seen Adam, he was being bundled into the back of a cop car. Despite how he had felt about Adam, he hadn’t even been able to bring himself to go to court. He didn’t want to see Adam. As far he had been concerned the young man he’d fallen so hard for was a liar and a criminal and he didn’t want or need to hear exactly what Adam was guilty of. He read about the case online but he never checked the sentencing.

“So, why are you here?” Scott pressed.

Adam lifted his gaze and had an earnest expression on his face that Scott didn’t believe for one minute. “I told you. A vacation.”

“And that’s it?”

Adam shrugged. “I have some business to deal with first, but yeah, that’s it.”

“Business?” Scott shook his head. “What this time?” He tried to imagine how bad things might be this time around. “You here to steal from the tourists?” The Bahamas suffered from crime as much as anywhere else. Smuggling was the biggest problem in the Bahamas, what with the many uninhabited islands. Exotic animals? Drugs? People?

“I’ve changed, Scott,” Adam sounded sad and more than a little resigned. Was he looking for sympathy? Scott huffed a sarcastic laugh. What did Adam expect?

“You do remember what happened in Ithaca, right? Your business brought the cops to our door.”

“That wasn’t my fault,” Adam claimed instantly. He held up a hand to forestall Scott’s talking. “It was a misunderstanding. I didn’t do what the cops said I did.”

“So you were innocent and they put you away for three years for absolutely no reason. I forgot, everyone in prison is innocent.” Scott looked around. Were they really doing this in the middle of the street? People weren’t stopping and staring—no one cared the two men were talking loudly in the street.

Scott forged ahead. “You made your choice when you stole that first car. You got involved with all that crap and those men. You got me involved. I had the cops going through my stuff, our stuff. Do you know how that made me feel?”

Fuck. He couldn’t do this. Turning around, he shouted to Claude, “Claude, I’ll be back in an hour for everything. That a problem?”

Claude looked surprised but shook his head. “One hour.”

“I have to go.” Scott looked at Adam. “Enjoy your vacation,” he said and made to leave.

“I’m sorry,” Adam called after him. Scott stopped and closed his eyes. Maybe it wouldn’t have been so bad if he really hated Adam. Even after six years, there was still a place reserved for only Adam in his heart. “Please, Scott, I truly am sorry. You were never supposed to get involved.”

Slowly, Scott turned around. “You don’t get it, do you? I loved you. Just being with you involved me in what you were doing. I could have lost everything I’d worked for. I trusted you and you lied to me.”

“I didn’t lie. I just—”

“Didn’t tell me the truth,” Scott finished for him.

Adam shook his head. “I’m sorry.”

“Me too, sorry I ever met you,” Scott snapped. Then he eyed the red patch on Adam’s jaw where he had hit him. “I’m not sorry I hit you.”

“I deserved it,” Adam said softly. He touched the darkening skin with the fingers of one hand.

Scott couldn’t stand here any longer. He couldn’t bear to be in the proximity of the man he’d lost his heart to. He would hit him again or kiss him or throttle him or hug him. He had to go.

“Goodbye, Adam,” he said finally. He continued to walk away.

“I’m staying at the Pelican Landing,” Adam shouted. “Room four-oh-eight.”

Scott didn’t stop this time. He couldn’t. Refusing to look back, he headed for the liquor store. Singapore suddenly seemed a hell of a good idea just about now.





Chapter 2



Lucas frowned at Scott as he walked up to him. “You’re back?”

Scott shrugged as Lucas stated the obvious. He had only just docked a few minutes before and he needed a beer. He’d hoped the bar would be empty but apparently, Lucas and Dylan had the same idea for early evening alcohol and were standing on either side of the Tiki bar, chatting.

“Yeah. Change of plan,” Scott said as he slid onto the stool beside Lucas and rested his arms on the edge of the wooden surface. It was a little after six and the sun sat low in the sky, casting a warm orange glow over the pool area.

Dylan and Lucas both stared at him, and it was Lucas who finally broke the silence. “Want a cocktail? Dylan’s making us Apple Mojitos.”

Scott watched Dylan mix the first drink. It looked disgusting. Evidently, his face showed the doubt he had at going anywhere near the bright green drink.

“They’re good,” Lucas assured him.

“Sure,” Scott said. “Why not?” He’d get to the beer later.

Lucas grinned. “So, how was Marsh Harbor?”

I ran into my ex who spent three of the last six years in prison.

“Same old.” He glanced at Lucas, who gave him a curious look. “I haven’t unloaded Liberty yet.”

Dylan slid a drink toward Lucas.

Scott continued, “Was hoping for a hand.”

He smirked as Dylan pulled the drink back toward himself, away from Lucas.

“Hey,” Lucas half whined.

“After we help Scott,” Dylan insisted.

Lucas mumbled something Scott didn’t quite make out, but it definitely involved both Scott and Dylan being asses.

“Fine,” Lucas said and jumped down from his stool. “Well, come on,” he chivied them to work. “I have cocktails to sip beside the pool. Let’s get to it.”

Dylan laughed and fell in behind his fiancé, followed quickly by Scott. The couple held hands as they made their way down to the beach and the pier. Scott pushed his hands in his pockets and smiled as Dylan playfully shoved Lucas forward across the sand. He had only ever felt that at ease with one person. One man. His head and his heart were engaged in a war over Adam about what was and what could have been—what still could be.

How could he even think about giving the man a second chance?

Because you loved him, you big idiot. Because when you saw him your instinct was to hold him close and never let him go. Because even now grabs your heart.

Lucas cried out and Scott stopped, watching the two men run across the sand. Dylan chased Lucas toward the pier, trying to capture him around his waist, only to miss and fall face first in the sand.

He thought on Adam and Ithaca, on Dylan and Lucas and Sapphire Cay, and then on Singapore and moving forward. With a sigh, he started walking again. He needed to work stuff out. What had happened today was a wakeup call. The decision to face any or all of it head on wasn’t as easy as he thought. In fact, it was damn hard.

After Liberty was unloaded and everything was in the kitchen, it was finally drink time. One Mojito turned into two. The drink numbed the edges and gave him a buzz where his mind was imagining everything was possible. He chased them with beer but when he asked for whisky, Dylan placed a hand over his and stopped him from helping himself.

“What’s wrong?” Dylan asked gently.

“Nothing,” Scott said. No one needed to know that he was probably in shock. All he needed to do was take the edge off with the alcohol, and life would just go back to normal.

Dylan began talking, but he was talking to Lucas, not to Scott. “…the most I’ve ever seen him drink is two beers…”

His friend’s voice sounded distant and there was buzzing in his head that made it difficult to concentrate. Scott blinked and looked from Dylan to Lucas then down to his empty glass. They were talking about him as if he wasn’t there, saying he was drunk…or something.

“’M’fine,” he said. He deliberately sounded out each vowel in his head but what came out was a slur. “’M’not’fine,” he corrected. “’M’drunk.”

“What happened when you were mainland?” someone asked. He thought it was Dylan, but he wouldn’t bet his life on it.

“‘S’Adam,” he said. At least the sound of the words in his head were right even if it didn’t come out as careful speech.

“Adam who?” Lucas asked. Scott looked over at him, but Lucas wasn’t directing the question to him, he was looking at Dylan for the answer. Hell, Dylan didn’t know anything about Adam. Why would Scott go mouthing off about someone that screwed with his head and left him feeling angry and lost?

“I don’t know anything about an Adam,” Dylan answered.

“I’m going in to get coffee for us all,” Lucas said quickly. “I’ll be back in five.”

Dylan came around Scott’s side and encouraged Scott to sit on the sand with his back against the wooden bar. He pressed a glass of water into Scott’s hand.

“Drink this, it’ll dilute the alcohol some.”

Scott did as he was told then, and before he felt time pass, Lucas was back and he handed Scott hot black coffee. As it scalded a path down his throat, Scott winced. He was losing the lovely mellow everything-is-fine feeling and was on the way to feeling queasy. He imagined the coffee finding the alcohol in his stomach and threatening it not to come back up. He hoped to hell the alcohol was going to listen.

Lucas sat on his right, Dylan on his left, and he waited for one of them to start talking. They were going to ask him all kinds of deep penetrating questions that he had no answer to.

“You want to talk?” Lucas asked gently. “I can go if you want to talk to Dylan on your own?”

“Dylan’s my best friend,” Scott said brokenly. “You love him.” He knew he wasn’t making sense. He was coming down from the alcohol high and things looked bleak. “I love that you love him and he loves you,” he added with a hiccup.

Scott and Dylan had been close for years, ever since Thailand, and Dylan knew all of Scott’s secrets bar one. Adam. Scott could understand why Lucas suggested Scott talk to Dylan alone, but he assumed Dylan would talk to Lucas later anyway. May as well get it all out in one go. He sipped more coffee and for a long while they sat in silence in a row. Finally, he felt able to speak.

“I was in the last year of college, sitting through finals, working at the botanical gardens for my experience,” Scott started. He closed his eyes then moved until he could draw up his knees and rest his head on them. He wondered if the two men would be able to hear him as he mumbled into his legs, then dismissed the worry. He needed to hide when he told this story and they would just have to listen hard.

“I met this guy when I was in my final year at Ithaca. Young, only nineteen, and he was the life and soul of the party. We just clicked in bed. He only had to take his shirt off and I had him pinned to the mattress or a sofa or up against a wall.” He groaned as he realized how much information was probably too much. Neither Lucas nor Dylan commented. “His name was Adam.”

“He was a sophomore then,” Lucas summarized.

Scott snorted. “Hell no. He wasn’t in college. Not that he couldn’t, he was so damn clever, but he didn’t have money…you know what it’s like. He worked in Ithaca. I met him at a party, we were together six months.” Nausea rolled in his stomach, and he concentrated on his breathing to quell the need to be sick. “We got to the point…” He paused. “No, I got to the point where I thought we could see where the future took us.” He stopped and lifted his face to the evening breeze. The scent of the sea was as familiar as every other night and it grounded him. “I even thought I was in love with him.”

I was in love with him. He was part of me. My future.

Lucas rubbed small circles on his back. “What happened?” he asked.

Scott snorted. “Well, the future didn’t happen. That’s for sure,” he added. “I knew in my bones that there was something not right, but I really, genuinely had fallen in love and I ignored all the signs.”

“Was he cheating on you?” This time Dylan asked the question. Scott wished he could say he knew for certain that Adam hadn’t cheated on him. That he trusted Adam. But when the cops came and took him, Scott lost the last little piece of trust he had. Instead of answering Dylan’s question, he forged ahead with explanation.

He sighed heavily. “I don’t know what to tell you. We woke up one morning and there were cops at the door, and when I let them in, Adam was halfway out the window. They arrested him for stealing cars and selling the parts, and I found out today he was given a three-year prison sentence.”

“Fuck, I’m sorry,” Dylan offered. He slung his arm over Scott’s shoulder and Scott wasn’t ashamed to lean in for the comfort.

“You didn’t know what he was doing?” Lucas asked.

Trust Lucas to be the one who asked the question that mattered.

“I’d love to tell you, hand on heart, that I didn’t know,” Scott said. “But I was always suspicious. He’d come to my place late, go out early, sometimes he’d just be lying around playing video games for days. He told me he had a legitimate business that he ran alongside flipping burgers, and that he was going places. At first, I was proud that my nineteen-year-old boyfriend had made himself money and thought that one day he would use it to go to college or… I don’t know.” Scott shrugged. “Hell, the sex was awesome.”

“So you said,” Lucas said dryly.

Dylan took his turn to ask a question that Scott struggled with. “What stopped you from finding out more? What is he doing here? Has he tracked you down? Did you ask him what he was doing?”

So many questions Scott wished he had answers to. “I don’t know. We had six months, Dylan, that was all. Just half a year of off-the-charts sex and me in my own head imagining a future based on that alone. We weren’t much beyond the fucking-every-moment-we-got stage. I’d only allowed myself that single morning to say anything out loud that was anywhere close to commitment.”

Scott remembered it clearly.



“How would you like to come traveling with me?” Scott blurted out. Adam wasn’t the type for post-sex talking; he was more the head-under-the-quilt-and-snoring type. Adam turned on his side to face Scott and gave another wide yawn.

“Traveling where?” Adam asked curiously as he stretched.

“Like how some European students travel after they have their degrees. I think it sounds kinda cool. Singapore, maybe, Australia? I was thinking of starting in Thailand or something like that? We could work our way around.” Scott wished he sounded more confident in what he was saying. He and Adam were different worlds really, and he didn’t expect Adam to say yes immediately.

“I have a life here,” Adam said softly.

“It wouldn’t be for long.”

“How long?” Adam asked.

“Most students go for a year. Do some growing up, see the world, find themselves.”

Adam snorted a laugh and rolled onto his back. Reaching sideways, he gripped Scott’s now-flaccid cock. “I can help you find yourself, baby.” He smirked.

“I mean it,” Scott insisted. “Take a year out, work our way around the world, well, a bit of it at least, then come back and find somewhere to settle down or something.” The last he added casually, as if he didn’t care what Adam said next.

“Settle down?” Adam sounded momentarily wistful. Then he ruined the effect by laughing. “That sounds far too permanent.”

“I know you’re only nineteen…” Scott started. He wasn’t sure how to finish the sentence though.

“Nineteen with a place of my own I pay rent on and income from a good job.”

“Doing what exactly?” Scott insisted. He swallowed. “You have way more money than just flipping burgers. What is your other business?”

Adam rolled off the bed on his side and pulled on his jeans. “Jesus, Scott. I’m not staying if you’re going all bad cop on me.”

“Why would you say that?” Scott snapped.

“Fuck you, Scott. I don’t have to share anything with you.”

“I worry about you, Adam.”

Adam pulled his T-shirt over his head and scrubbed at his stubbled face with his hands, then pushed them through his spiky, messed hair. He had temper flashing in his eyes. “Don’t worry about me, Brains, I’m doing just fine.”

“You don’t seem to have anyone. Friends? Family. I’ve never met anyone. You have money lying around here. I’m not stupid, Adam.”

“I never said you were, but this is my life and I don’t need you getting involved.”

A knock at the door echoed through the small apartment. Someone was pounding the door. Wait. Not pounding. Pushing something at the door.

Adam was scared, his brown eyes wide with sudden fear. He looked terrified and crossed to the window, glancing out at the fire escape.

“Adam, what’s wrong?”

Adam didn’t answer. He pulled at the catch holding the window shut and tried to lever it upward. He even had a foot out on the sill when the door flew open with force and suddenly everything went to hell. Cops, five, six, two with guns drawn, and Adam was dragged back from the window. One of them was stating Adam’s Miranda rights and when Scott could hear over the noise all he picked up was that Adam was being arrested. What for? What did Adam do?

When cuffs clicked around Adam’s wrists he didn’t struggle. He simply stood absolutely still and refused to meet Scott’s eyes. The cops turned to Adam. They were talking at him, something about car theft, parts, cash, laundering, and a cop being shot. Adam was going down and Scott had to stay here and think himself lucky he’d stayed out of it all.

Confusion and noise, then suddenly nothing except the promise that Scott would be called in for questioning if needed.

Standing in his room in shock, Scott could only think one thing.

How could he ever think to love someone he could never really know?



Scott pulled himself back to the here and now. “Adam told me he did extra stuff. That is how he explained it—stuff—finding things people needed and selling them on. I would see rolls of notes sometimes, and I knew something wasn’t right. “

“But you never knew what?” Dylan asked carefully.

“Car parts he said. I asked him what kind of car parts? Where did he get them? Why did his customers pay him in cash? All he said was that his customers were rich. I was stupid. Blinded by what I thought was love.”

The three men sat quietly for a few minutes, and in that time enough memories whirled inside Scott’s head that he couldn’t stop the flood of embarrassment that made him groan.

Dylan snapped his fingers. “Wait. Rewind. He was in prison, and he’s out, so do you think he is in Marsh Harbor specifically looking for you?”

Scott shuffled uncomfortably on the hardening sand under his butt. “He didn’t say and I didn’t ask him.”

“Then what exactly did you talk about then?”

“Less talking, more punching,” Scott admitted.

“Jeez,” Dylan murmured. Scott glanced at Dylan, whose eyebrows were raised in surprise at the statement. Scott was the last person to get angry, let alone allow temper to have a physical manifestation, and Dylan knew that.

“So, both of you, tell me. What the hell do I do now?”

“Is he still at Marsh Harbor?”

“He said he was. He gave me his room number at the Pelican Landing.”

“That’s a pit,” Dylan said. “Cheap by-the-hour type of bookings.”

“Stealing cars can’t pay well then,” Lucas pointed out.

“He says he’s done with that,” Scott immediately defended. Then he groaned again and hid his face against Dylan’s T-shirt. What was he doing? Defending someone he’d spent so little time with and who he didn’t really know. The same boy who’d nearly got Scott arrested.

“You know what you need to do,” Dylan started. “You need to sleep on it, and in the morning, you need to get yourself to the Pelican Landing and you need to punch him again.” The last he added with a smile obvious in his voice.

“Or you could talk,” Lucas said. “Get this all off your chest. See what he wants. Then come back home and drink some more mojitos.”